Why So Delirious??

Ok. So today i was invited to my friend Chuys house (i called him that since 6th grade). I was invited to go at like 12 pm. and i woke up at 11:40 sumthin. Wow, i remembered when i woke up that i was gonna go. So i took a shower and texted him that i was gonna show about 1 since he kept asking if i was gonna show.

After getting ready as a usual girl would.. my mother asks me to empty out my closet for stuff to send to the philippines, but..i tried looking through my closet of a million unfolded clothes, and i only found a pair of jeans and a shirt i never used. But to think of it, i never used a lot of them. Agh i hate doing that but i just do..example:



I had to go to my friend's 15th birthday, and i had sooo many clothes on my bed..my mom walks in, i say "I have nothing to wear!" My mom looks at all the clothes on my bed and says then whats all this??" i look at it as well..."it's my clothes..but..none of them seem to be at right occassion.."



so yeah after that i packed stuff to bring. i packed my video cam, the charger, my ipod, the charger, 2 headphones, and a pack of popcorn. I have no idea why i packed popcorn... then my mom drove me to his house and they werent there yet. I called and they were walking from their church..so me and my mom waited. Right when hey got there they chatted with my mom a bit. So we went to bk and i didnt eat anything cuz either i wasnt hungry..or i just didnt wanna spend my money.

After that, we went to his garage and i video taped my friends getting t-bagged. Then we visited their church to pick up some other friends..i really don't talk to the people we picked up, but what can i do?

We walked over to the park with a basketball and EVERYONE played. I was the only one who hated sports entirely. I just hate sports.

We spent about an hour or so in the park but they were all playing basketball, but i was just sitting there for an hour listening to my ipod and watching videos. i just sat there and did nothing. I waited and waited until the game could end. It finally ended because chuy got his face hit with the basketball and everyone thought it was getting too violent

It felt like i was being the boring no-life friends just sitting there by myself, yeah, they did offer for me to play but i just refused, i don't like basketball and its just something i wouldnt wanna try, sports is just not my thing. I sometimes hate that about myself. I try something new, and i just end up hating it at the end, so i just quit at it forever.

I did that with the school band. I wanted to play the quads, the drums that look like rock band drums, but it was too full...so i went with clarinet. I ended up being good at it, but i cant even read the notes cuz i keep writing the letters down on top of the notes like AEEBBC yeahh and i memorize where my fingers are supposed to go for the song rather than just knowing where to put my fingers for any song. At the end, i got bored because i wanted to just go home and not wait...I always hated staying afterschool, i love being home i don't wanna stay in a place full of stuff i dont enjoy!

So yeah, thats my thoughts of me being the boring friend all the time, i never try anything new, and when i do, either i suck at it...then i hate it entirely, or i just cant do it ever again.