Why So Delirious??

Maria: You still have my stuff in your bag?
Me: yeah, sorry,i'll give youre ipod to someone to give it back to you.Maria: I have other stuff
Me: oh, ill give them that too.
Maria: no.. theres a liter and a little bag of weed in there hide it!
Me: wtf!!! ARE U F*CKN SERIOUS?Maria: im not lying. hide it gwen.
Me: omg maria you better be f*ckin playing with me cuz if anyone finds that its not gonna be your @ss its gonna be mine!!!
Maria: That's why you need to hide it!!!
Me: hold on, my dad's coming in the car ill ttyl ill b home in bout 2 minutes wait for my text
----------------got home--------------

I looked in my bag when my dad walked out of the car. I unbuckled my seatbelt and casually checked inside. I saw the liter and thought to myself "sh*t man..." i didn't even wanna look for the weed. I got out and brisked up the stairs. Nothing out of the ordinary anyways, i'm an energetic kid. My mom was standing out the door and smiled "how was it?" "ok. they had good food.." "that's good." i went inside my room and in my closet. While taking off my sweater, i had my bag, took my phone and wallet out and threw my bag inside my closet. I couldnt bare looking at it. I buried it in some clothes and covered the clothes with dresses that were hanging above it. Changing was quick, i went inside the other room and logged onto xbox live. Joined Aaron's party with james and corona.
------------texting maria-------------
Me: ok.. i hid it in my closet..but i swear maria if anyone f*ckin finds that in there...it's your @ss not mine.
Maria: i know im sorry just keep it hidden and when no one's around just throw it out somewhere
Me: whatever. ugh. i'm going to bed i don't feel so good right now
Maria: Ok goodnight:)
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wtf man, who does she think she is putting weed in my bag and telling me goodnight with happy faces!!!! That just seriously peed me off so i just deleted those messages and continued with xbox live.
---------------xbl chat---------------
all 3 of them together: Gwen!! how's the party?
Me: guys...i'm screwed.
Corona: was it because you still have that chick's ipod?
Me: no..there was more.
Aaron: what happened?
Corona: what else, her phone?
Aaron: what happened...
Me: no...worse.
Aaron: what happened!!!
Corona: what was it?
Me: agh..ok aaron, i went to the party and let this chick put stuff in my bag and all i saw was an ipod so i was like ok whatever. I left without telling anyone--
James: yeah, you left pretty early.
Me: yeah hold on...well i left and she texted me saying... "theres a bag of weed in your bag hide it"
all 3 of them together: WHAT!!
Corona: are you serious????
Me: yeah...
James: you should throw it out in your backyard...it's big anyways.
Me: ugh no thatll do no good ill still have this bugging feeling about it.
Corona: i think u should sell it.
Me: what! are you serious??Corona: it was just a suggestion...gosh.
Aaron: No...tell your parents about it. Youre too smart for that stuff and they would believe you, it'd be worse if they found out later.
Me: youre right...but it's a little scary..
Aaron: it's ok. they'll believe you, i bet you anything they will
Corona: well..if you sold it...you'd make 20 bucks like that..
Me: shut up...im going with aarons thing..i just don't know when to do it.
Aaron: do it around this weekend because it'll bug later on.
Me: yeah..i will.

Aaron invited me to another party to help me instead of getting interruptions from corona about selling the weed.

Aaron: tell them, or atleast one of them, you don't need to sit them down or anything like that..
Me: i'll try. Thanks.

My mom walked in at this point.
"is everything ok?" "yeah." "how was the party?" i turned off the mic and put it down. my eyes watered and my mom went up to me and i busted out crying. She doesn't know the full reason. "did you know anyone there?" "i knew everyone.." "was chuy there?" "yeah, but he didn't really talk." "what about moy? aaron?" "moy was there. he didn't talk to me either, aaron didn't go. "whats wrong...you felt lonely?" "hmmhmm" i nodded yes, still hard to hear since i was crying so much. "they offered beer and i didn't want any and they were all dancing while i just stood around or sat around..and my friend...put something in my bag." "what did they put? who was your friend?" "maria..." "what did she put.." "well, she asked if i could hold her stuff for her so i said yes since i only aw her pulling out an ipod, it was dark..so i couldnt really see anything else.." "just her ipod? what else." "something bad." "like drugs?" "yeah..." i cried even more "i didnt know she had that! i didnt know she smoked or any of that stuff she goes to a different school so shes just completely different" "oh its ok..i know you didn't do anything like that." i calmed down a little bit and my mom was talking to me about stuff..i can't recall. " do you want to talk a littl bit more?" "no..i think i'll just play now." "ok then.. if you need anything, just ask me." "ok.."

I turned on the mic after calming down and not sounding like i just cried. I'm a big crier. I cry for many things.
Me: thanks aaron.
Aaron: you told them?
Me: yeah i told my mom.
Aaron: what did she say?
Me: she believes me that i didn't know.
Aaron: see, now do you feel better?
Me: a lot. thank you so much.
Aaron: it's ok. i don't want you to be in big trouble if they ended up finding it later on because you hid it, it makes it worse.
Me: yeah--
--my dad walked in--
he opened the door fast and said in a firm voice "what did your friend put in your bag." I felt a little mad going back to the subject and turned the mic off with a big angry frown and walked to the closet. My dad followed me in and i pulled out my purse taking out the liter angrily and the little bag of weed as well.