Why So Delirious??

I hate this place.
First thing I'm doing when I'm old enough and able to move...I am NOT living here. I love my family and all but this place is a sh!thole. It's not the first time I really realized it, but it's the first when i felt furious about living here. The reason why we're still here is money, family, and for me, Aaron.

For today, I'm pretty sure it started out when we started to go to 4th period. People decided to pull a prank on the teacher since it was testing and the attendance didn't count for 4th period. We all ditched the class. I know, pretty stupid. The only one who didnt ditch was a senior, if he ditched, he'd get kicked out of school. We all hid in the hallway, all of us. It's a pretty small class come to think of it, but a pretty big group to look like ditchers. Everyone laughing, snickering, predicting what would happen if a security guard comes walking by, a whole bunch of stupid stuff. I stood quietly...waiting for the bell to ring and that would be the blissful sound to my ear since i am such a goody-two-shoe nerd who wouldn't want to get in trouble (anymore) we stood there, one hour and a half. Standing, sitting, waiting to go pee. Well, for me anyways. People kept running out the door whenever the door would open, thinking it's a security guard. I stood there with a couple of people accompanying, me, evette (some girl i don't talk to), Jasmin, and Aaron. Sometimes Anthony, but people drag him with them. At the last 5 minutes, we decided to walk into the classroom quietly. I held the chains of my backpack so i don't make too much of an interruption. I sit down..nice and quietly..sub's not noticing me.. "you!" sh!t. "yes?" "come here, what's your name?" I walk over to her..little old lady, thick "Gwen.." "Gwen, what were you doing this whole time? No one was outside.." "oh..but, they came in late too..." "yes, but I'm asking you.." I turned to Buddy and Jasmine (the loud one) they made hand signals..mouthing (restroom!! PEE!) "ohh uhh..I had to..." other people walked in.. she looked at them instead and yelled out to them.. a relief came straight to my head..the only person in the whole class afraid of getting in trouble, get's called to speak for the others. Great. She seems like she forgot the conversation of me faking to go pee. She tells us all to sign our names onto a paper...we all sit back down..but she orders Kimberly to close the door. Several girls are in back of her and while people are signing names, they leave. Only Javier, Jasmin, Buddy, and Aaron are left. Smallest class in the world. I stared at the wall..i felt like a trouble maker, and a flippin nerd at the same time for worrying about being a troublemaker. My mind has lost it's track over the past weeks.