Why So Delirious??

im just stuck!! well in this room. yayy we get out early today anyways

EDIT--6:35 p.m.
Yeah well i explain to you, well, not explain but tell you guys that my class is so boring and im stuck in a room full of idiots. I'm not supposed to say the word "idiot" but hey, I'm not saying it...I'm typing it.

My story of which explains why i feel like I'm stuck in a crowd of brainless boobs begins like this:
A normal day in Ms. Bird's class; oh boy. She switched my seat for whatever reason, I really don't see what i did wrong, and now I sit with two "hard workers" of the class. One of which follows and lies for an airhead named Alvin in my class, Corporal(not really her name, just for protection). I despise people who don't like to do the work in class even though it is excrutiatingly easy. Great, I'm surrounded by them. Not to be conceited or make myself seem like the complete angel, because of course i don't do SOME work in life, but the work is just SO easy its hard to believe they wouldn't even move a muscle to try. Here is an example of our simple work:
----Go to page 70, copy exactly like the figure.
All you have to do is COPY a page of words and you get an A! Easy A. Everyone else gave it a try, mine was a perfect A along with this other kid, Carlito, who is really cool because he talks to me about Pokemon. The two baboons sitting next to me wouldn't even follow directions on how to make it exactly like the page. It clearly says in the top in 4th grade reading level how to center align text on Microsoft Word. What do they do? Pretend to read it, space a million times for alignment in the center and it comes out like a peice of cr4p. Sorry if it seems like something i shouldnt get worked up about, but it seriously bugs me how something so simple could become a mission for someone else. Maybe what my teacher said affects the way i learn. One day he he claims I'm supposedly gifted in English 9th grade. I'm working faster than others. I do most of the time, finish something before the time it's needed or guessed. Anything with literature, not math, though, i hate math. I know its cliche and all, I even have a great teacher, but math is just one of the subjects im good at but just can't stand to do. Too much proving, equations to memorize, stuff that seems like i won't need it in life although many teachers say we do many of these things in life, you just don't know it. I can understand we use percentages when theres a one day sale at Macy's and see if it's really a good deal than other stores.
----gotta take my meds. hold up.------------------
ok, i still got a sinus infection, it gets in the way of enjoying a day. Anyways...where was I?
oh yeah, let's move on from that Macy's store analogy..wait, how did I come up with Macy's anyways?? Is this post even making any sense? WTF am i doing not sleeping? Unanswered questions....

Oh yeah, the stupid people. The guy on my right, Marky, didn't even want to try. I even offered help because he looked like he needed some, seriously.
"you want some help?"
"no.."
"ya sure?"
"yeah...i'll just leave it like this.."
"you know that it shows you how to do it right in the book, you can ask me if you don't get it"
"no..i'll just leave it like this."
"oookk."
Then i just left him alone. I sat back down in my chair sighing and looked at my computer screen full of finished assignments that are meant to be 2 weeks work when i finished it last week in 2 days. I'm not trying to be conceited and im not exaggerating either, I'm just saying, you know?

Ha, sick chola talk "you know homes??? I know huh! (*@#*&(%&@"

well i best be on my way, i really don't have anything to say.

in a room full of idiots

im not even gonna talk about being at six flags yesterday for the annual avid field trip to a fun place....
im talking bout today..omg..some people.
I invited my "friend" Aaron over and my other friend moy to my house.. first aaron came and..something happened along the way after getting bored watching twighlight..
then moy came over and we understand eachother's problems even though we dont go through any of it...we just do.
So after aaron left my house, i talked to moy about something between me and aaron thatNOONE must know...well no one reads this anyways.. so..moy had to leave too and my best friend..he didnt come over because he's grounded.

well about my best friend, he texted me hating on aaron. i asked why? and he said "because he kicked me from the party" the xbox live party he means..a place to talk to people well yeah i said he needed to be kicked because i needed to talk to aaron about today..but then he got all mad saying i always ditch him for aaron..so he messaged me a stupid message with no thought in it what-so-ever saying all these cuss words and whatnot..so i got sooo mad. i talked to moy about it and now my best friend is sad about it even though he started dkjfedkjdhfdj!!!! whatever. sorry..needed to take it out on the keyboard.

well i dont have the msot funnest life the average american freshman in high school can have...so of course...there are some blanks in the days.

well to give a little summary of what happened over the past days or so...

Last Friday i went to CalPoly Pomona for a field trip! hoorah... well i had terrible allergies that day (i still do) but there were flowers EVERYWHERE! gosh...it was a sneezing spree for me. There were turtles everywhere and little duckies walking around the place it was cute...but man, dorms are sick small. It'd be better to rent an apartment than to go into a no-privacy closet-spaced room. Im serious...my closet..is like half of that room. and they have to share it!

ok that was friday. Saturday i went to the mall and felt soo accomplishedin buying stuff..usually when i go to the mall i feel like i didnt get as i wanted..i only get a few items...but i had so many gift cards and actually had more than 10 bucks! i mean...for the past 3 or 2 weeks, i had nothing but 5 dollar bills because id always spend it either at school or after at mcdonalds. the government wants to kill east LA with all these fasts foods so near my school...hehe just a thought.
Well, since i got mun-e.. we first stopped at nordstrom, my sister wanted these like 1 million dollar pants..no jk it was 50..but cmon..thats still a lot! but my mother said "no we'll come back later since we parked here" so then we headed for wet seal because we needed to find a presentable dress for the white house...my mom isnt even sure were going there...it was just a thought that became an idea that became part of our made-up planner.. well anyways.. i found this plaid dress at wet seal, you can actually find it online its really cute..has a big aretha franklin hat status bow in the front. On top of it, im wearing a short sleeved little white jacket which is also very cute..omg im such a girl. then we headed for hot topic..heheh I bought a Disturbed shirt, but it was a boxy guy shirt and..i hate how those look on me cuz i already look like a little kid as it is..but to wear a boxy t-shirt makes me look like a 3rd grader...but i love that band so WHO CARES!
we headed for the disney store and i bought nothing. bleh.

The past week ive been feeling nasty..so i visited the local doctor and she said i have a sinus infection so i was like oh no..this means medicine..nasty..medicine.
I skipped a field trip i was meant to go to cuz i felt extra terrible that day, so what more feeling bad on something meant to be fun? walking around...riding trains..wow. I might vomit in the middle of downtown..we dont want that now..so yeah...boring life because..idk why im just boring.

I still feel pretty disgusting..boogers in tissues that are scattered throughout the whole household...OH! i got a new laptop..its all cute and little..im using it right now to type this..its a gateway something wit han L version..but yeah its pretty cool i got something thats not a hand-me-down..yessshhhh. so its my own...i got my laptop ( im singing this in a chant) i got a laptop..and you probably didnt...because ur a blooogg...you have no braaiinn...or any feeliinggss so you dont careeee....

ok im done.

you know how i did my homework and missed out on bowling night yesterday? Well. I turned in my binder today and i got a 75 outta 100. I even gave it to my favorite tutor, Tina, which i had drawn her face for her since shes been asking for it. BUUTT no. i got a stinkin C. On the bright side, i have the highest grade in the whole class, better than this evil girl named Josie (Mosie) who hates me for no reason and tells her friend Britney (britpig) that Britney's boyfriend is hitting on me all the time and i go along with it.. but..why would i? i just think of him as a friend and im taken and happy that way.
ok i gotta go play some left 4 dead.

Well as you may or may not know, there's this program called AVID in my school. I forget what it stands for. Somethin-something-via determination. YEAAHH. Well anywhoosers..When I came home today, which was by walking since my phone is impossible to feel on vibrate while walking, i could've gotten picked up..but oh well my fault. where was i...oh yeah, I came home and i had to finish my homework. Adding on that, every Friday AVID has a binder check where everything is organized and you have to have at least 2 notes per week. We're on a terrible thing called block scheduling and so we have binder checks every 2 weeks. I have to have 4 notes for each class. SOOO it was so tedious just to write over and over..folding the papers into Cornell notes blah blah blah!! gosh!! sometimes AVID just gets on my last nerves..sometimes it doesnt..like..when i just don't feel like running in PE, since every other day, we have AVID, on the days we don't, we have PE. By the end of 2012 all the freshmen are gonna be fatsos since PE isn't so important. I did my other class homework first so i could get it done and outta the way. Honestly it only took me like 5 minutes for both. But man..the binder check homework was excruciatingly long I'd rather sit around and do nothing for the amount of time it took me to get it done. I started around 6 o clock ended around 8. Yeah, most of you are probably like pshaw that's nothin!!! well, me, being the lazy American self in east LA, i am not used to 2 hours of the same work. Well, maybe it was just so boring. eh whatever. I shouldn't complain hehehe. Anyways, after that i logged on Xbox Live, played some gears of war 2, and logged off about an hour after, now I'm writing this after a quick shower and a fight with the brush between my dreaded hair. Hm..maybe something more interesting could happen tomorrow.

omg im in Ms. Birds class and i found out i cant switch my classes cuz i visited my counselor and he said i cant switch classes until next quarter i was like NOOOOOO but yeah im just typing this right now to get rid of my boredom.

Ok. So today i was invited to my friend Chuys house (i called him that since 6th grade). I was invited to go at like 12 pm. and i woke up at 11:40 sumthin. Wow, i remembered when i woke up that i was gonna go. So i took a shower and texted him that i was gonna show about 1 since he kept asking if i was gonna show.

After getting ready as a usual girl would.. my mother asks me to empty out my closet for stuff to send to the philippines, but..i tried looking through my closet of a million unfolded clothes, and i only found a pair of jeans and a shirt i never used. But to think of it, i never used a lot of them. Agh i hate doing that but i just do..example:



I had to go to my friend's 15th birthday, and i had sooo many clothes on my bed..my mom walks in, i say "I have nothing to wear!" My mom looks at all the clothes on my bed and says then whats all this??" i look at it as well..."it's my clothes..but..none of them seem to be at right occassion.."



so yeah after that i packed stuff to bring. i packed my video cam, the charger, my ipod, the charger, 2 headphones, and a pack of popcorn. I have no idea why i packed popcorn... then my mom drove me to his house and they werent there yet. I called and they were walking from their church..so me and my mom waited. Right when hey got there they chatted with my mom a bit. So we went to bk and i didnt eat anything cuz either i wasnt hungry..or i just didnt wanna spend my money.

After that, we went to his garage and i video taped my friends getting t-bagged. Then we visited their church to pick up some other friends..i really don't talk to the people we picked up, but what can i do?

We walked over to the park with a basketball and EVERYONE played. I was the only one who hated sports entirely. I just hate sports.

We spent about an hour or so in the park but they were all playing basketball, but i was just sitting there for an hour listening to my ipod and watching videos. i just sat there and did nothing. I waited and waited until the game could end. It finally ended because chuy got his face hit with the basketball and everyone thought it was getting too violent

It felt like i was being the boring no-life friends just sitting there by myself, yeah, they did offer for me to play but i just refused, i don't like basketball and its just something i wouldnt wanna try, sports is just not my thing. I sometimes hate that about myself. I try something new, and i just end up hating it at the end, so i just quit at it forever.

I did that with the school band. I wanted to play the quads, the drums that look like rock band drums, but it was too full...so i went with clarinet. I ended up being good at it, but i cant even read the notes cuz i keep writing the letters down on top of the notes like AEEBBC yeahh and i memorize where my fingers are supposed to go for the song rather than just knowing where to put my fingers for any song. At the end, i got bored because i wanted to just go home and not wait...I always hated staying afterschool, i love being home i don't wanna stay in a place full of stuff i dont enjoy!

So yeah, thats my thoughts of me being the boring friend all the time, i never try anything new, and when i do, either i suck at it...then i hate it entirely, or i just cant do it ever again.

Alrighty so this is my first post on this not-so-first website ive ver made. Hmm..ill just write bout the stuff ive done for like..the past month.

Now about myself. I am Gwen and im a freshman in High School, not gonna tell which, though but its for safety reasons. I'm sure you'll understand. In class im a straight-A student but a silly program called AVID keeps me to a 3.8 gpa. Sucks, huh? Straight-A's..one B. GRR. Then in second semester, they switched my biology class (with the most awesome teacher everrr) with this evil lady called MS. BIRD!! (dun dun dun) ps. Bird's not really her name.
About Ms. Bird: Big Fat lady who argues with every kid in class and is always saying she's gonna write something down about us calling her names. ex:
Christian: Im throwing the tissue away
Bird: Excuse me little boy, but you should be in our seat.
Christian: But, when someone sneezes, you tell them to throw their tissue away when they don't..
Bird: But why are you out of your seat?
Christian: You're confusing miss!! when someone doesnt ask you to throw the tissue, ou get all angry and when they dont, youre still angry cuz they didnt throw it!
Bird: Hey, Little boy, you don't determine if im angry or sad or happy. I determine that
(thats where i go...omg...stupid lady. make a big deal of a little thing)

So, thats one of the examples. another example was today. I was grading for my first period cuz my teacher is like...lazy. And also because i finished every work we had to do for the week, so he let me grade all this stuff. Then i wasnt finished cuz he made me grade 3 classes of work..so he let me stay in for 2nd period, which is the period of evil BIRD. I stayed in for about an hour of the class, and since our classes are block scheduling, an hour is like about half of the class time. I didnt get to finish some papers to grade and he just let me go back for the last 15 minutes of class. He writes me a pass (legit pass with signature and everything) and off i go.
I took a little while because i wanted to stop by my last year's biology class. I really miss it there but in 2nd period, her class is ICS, like..some kinda slow but not stupid class. I went to the girls restroom since it was right next to it..and after using it..i had trouble with the faucet cuz it wouldnt push down. This girl next to me said "you gotta push it down harder..try 2 hands" so i ended up doing so..i felt kinda slow.
Passing by the class, I stand on the balls of my feet and peep over the window of the classroom. All i see is a bunch of kids standing out of their seat and a guy with longish hair that looked unkempt. I didnt see my friends who had the class..so i just decided to go to my class instead of lagging it.
I walk down the stairs and the door is wide open like its coaxing me inside to its evilness. I walk inside and hand Bird the pass. She stares at it for a while..i wait for her to tell me to sit down.. i wish that was what happened.
Bird: What teacher is this?!
Gwen: Mr. Ramirez.
Bird: Which one?!!11?eleven
Gwen: The one in the 100 building. it says right there. '128'
Bird: This is an official pass for office uses only..what is he, a teacher?
Gwen: Yes, he's a teacher.
Bird: no. no no. Im not gonna call, im in the middle of class. wheres my phone....
Gwen: ugghhhhh
Bird: Sign in..I'm gonna have to talk to mr. Gomez about this..
Agh its like she has some kinda crush on Mr. Go Moo..the supervisor for the elective. She always mentions him and always says she's gonna tell him stuff that the kids said.
Bird: You know that class started an hour ago..right?
Gwen: YES i know that!
Bird: ok..well i'll add that to what i need to say to mr. gomez.
so yeah. theres my arguement with ms quiller. yup yup. there might be more. BUTTTT and its a big butt...i might switch!!! YEAHH

kk byes.