Ok..well this was supposed to be a post for friday.
We got out of school early today. Early as in 12:30..something. Me, Aaron and Rene walked around since we got out so early and our siblings didn't get out as early as us so Aaron went home with me. We just hung out and stuff then it was 2:00 already. I called Rene to tell his brother to walk with my sister when they get out of school so she wouldn't have to wait so long for me to pick her up and i wouldn't have to walk too far. Rene completely forgot when they got out of school..which was 2:40. It was already 3:00 and me and Aaron walked down the hill already. i called Rene to check if he called gean..he told me he forgot and eas sorry so i ended up walking further. After picking her up, the three of us (me, aaron and gean) went to mcdonals because me and aaron were awefully tired after walking so many times. There was a little kid in front of us..he was sitting facing his back at us and whenever he bent over his crack showed and it was just a disturbing site...we kept laughing anyways. Also, there was this kid who went in the bathroom, aaron knows him because he's in his PE class. The kid didn't come out of the bathroom 30 minutes later, and that's not an exaggeration! that made us laugh as well. After we were done eating, we went to go drop aaron off. It didn't take as long. Me and Gean walked home and i logged on xbox live.
While talking to some people, i got ready for the party i was invited to for 7:00. It was 6, i was just doing my nails. I finished dressing and make-up until 8 o clock..you think a girl can't take any longer...My dad drove me to the party..it took us a little while to find the right directions since he was using his iphone for the maps..it was a little confusing. We finally got there and her house looked huge. I'm thinking..maybe she thinks its nothing. Usually people with big houses don't even realize how happy they should be to live in a nice house like that. Nice view. I have a view as well, but you can't see downtown like she can. I can only see the tops, she sees the whole thing...well, i can, i don't know if she even realizes.
When I got inside, everyone was greeting me nicely, hugging me like they have'nt seen me during school, i can understand the people who now go to the other schools, but, oh well. I felt like the shortest one there. Well, i think i was the shortest one there, everyone looked like trees compared to me, that's how it always is when someone stands next to me. Everyone walked up the stairs and went to the dance floor. I don't normally like dancing..im very plain compared to everyone, it's not that i'm boring, i'm just...different. i got hungry so i asked where the food was, got some hot dogs and stood around eating. I talked to oscar for a bit and he introduced me to this one girl named Vanessa (I think..i can't remember..). We talked for a while and she's a wallflower as well. I found that out because we were standing in front of the dance floor eating while leaning on the wall. I started a conversation...
"wallflowers, huh?"
"yeah, but it's ok...you're a cute wallflower."
"thanks...wait, cute like baby cute or my age cute?"
"hm, well maybe both, not sure."
"cool."
I walked a little bit more and talked to this one girl brenda. She became a wallflower for a bit when we talked. We just talked about random things that came up and this kid Daniel (the stud) came by to talk to us. Day n Nite by Kid Cudi came on so they started dancing and i just stood in the same place. After a couple seconds, i stood in another wall where my best friend was at. I knew a lot of people there..but i just stood in the back drinking soda. Once in a while moy would mention me and talk across the crowd to talk to me..i only talked a little bit. People crowded up and i wanted more to drink so i just squeezed through and everyone looked like they were moving for no reason since i'm so short..you can't really see me pushing through. I got a drink and some nachos and didn't go back to where i was. I talked to vanessa again because i saw her there talking to maria. They were talking about Daniel and how he's talking to this one 8th grade girl in the party..he doesn't know her, but as long as she's a girl and she's attractive, he'd wanna hook up.
"Huh, Gwen, Daniel gets with every girl he sees?"
"oh, yeah...it's true." Vanessa looked shocked "ha, wow that's amazing...are you one of his victims?"
"me? Psh...no i don't fall for the bullsh*t he says."
"so, he lies?"
"most of the time."
Then maria walked somewhere else and me and vanessa kept talking again. We sat down on the couch and ate our nachos. Oscar came in and started talking to us about something, i can't recall since i'm writing this a million days later. Ok, maybe just a week. Anyways..Vanessa and I started talking about Daniel the stud again and i mentioned "maybe he's already making out with her...he's pretty fast, but knowing she's an 8th grader, she could be stupid enough." "oh, well i don't know much about both of them anyways.." so we headed down to see where they were and right when we got up they were just talking in an open storage closet. I turned around signalling Vanessa to go the other side. Ha, we were all scared thinking they were on to us. While walking, I asked vanessa stuff like "what school do you go to?" i can't really remember what she said, but it was something with a D. "where's that at?" "in -the d school-" "oh haha yeah, i don't know where that is.." "yeah, small school not to far from here, what about you?" "i'm a mule." i said all proudly.. "oh just like other people in this party..that's why i'm not so jumpy, not a mule like you guys." "oh, are you a freshman?" "no. Senior." "oh, makes it all the more worse being surrounded by kids." "it's pretty ok, SOME of you seem mature, well, maybe just you." "ha, i get that a lot." we walked around the other side, finding them barely going downstairs when we were walking up. "ah come on!" I said impatiently. Vanessa didn't even realize they were walking downstairs. She turned and said "wait, where'd they go..." "they just walked down let's go!" geez were we bored; chasing a couple finding out if they will make out or not. Everyolne started going downstairs since there was a boxing jumper so the dance floor was kinda empty at the moment. We stood out there; me, vanessa, and that chick that Daniel the stud wants to get with. I turned while we were watching everyone kill eachother in the jumper andasked her "do you know anyone here?" She looked kinda scared, but i was her height anyways, i ain't intimidating at all. "oh..well, i know Carina, the birthday girl." "oh yeah i know her too...and lots of other people here. So how do you know her?" "Well, she's my brother's friend, he's a 10th grader, so yeah she said i could go too." "that's cool. So I see you're getting to know fried rice." ( I call daniel that since his last name sounds like it.) "Who?" "oh Daniel, sorry, it's his nickname from me and others." "oh haha wow, yeah kinda.." she blushed at the moment...what a lame-o.
Shoes flew everywhere, boxing gloves hit my head, i jammed. I sat down in a warmer place snce it was too cold being out there in a dress. There were normal people for once! There was this little girl, i didn't really get to know her name but we joked around bout little things. Oscar's sister was there, Lupita. Carina's friend that i met at the movie theaters once, and Vanessa. Oscar came by once in a while. Lupita was sitting next to me and was wearing a black and white plaid dress like me, but mine was shiny and strapless, hers was like a long t-shirt. The little girl i didnt get the name of was like "People magazine: Who wore it better...and the polls are in. It's tie" We laughed and Lupita said "yeah, but hers is a little different and fancier, and shiny. Mine's just casual." We all talked about random things. Oscar came down and said "theres beer in that refridgerator." I looked up at him since i was sitting. "alright." That one girl i met at the movies got all excited and said "ooh do you think they'd notice if there was one missing?" Oscar looked at all of us ad said "i dont know...but i think theres adults out there on the other side and can see us." I turned to Lupita and asked "what's so great about beer anyways?" "eh, i tasted it once because i dont know, i can't remember, but it just tastes like dirty water." "that's weird..gross." "yeah, don't try it, it's nasty." "i can tell. Why are people so obsessed about drinking it then?" "they like dirty things. " Ha that made me laugh. So people came in and started opening the fridge and poured it into their cokes. Stupid. Doesn't it taste worse like that? I walked up because everyone wanted to dance. I put my bag down on the ledge again and joined oscar. I didn't feel all that comfortable with everyone dirty dancing all up on eachother and i was swaying back and forth like a branch in the wind. So after a minute of swaying, i stood and leaned on the wall again. I didn't drink anything, didn't chew any gum to pass the time. I got m bag while pushing through the crowd of dancing people and finally thought i should just leave, i didn't enjoy my time at all. It felt lonely going outside of the doorway. People looked at me and smiled while i walked past with no expression on my face but loneliness. Vanessa was eating nachos again but i passed her and i saw her face. She looked worried if i were to leave, she had the same feelings of the party as i did i guess. I didn't say bye to anyone, it just felt lonely. I texted my dad at first, but i wanted to leave ASAP so i decided to call instead. Sitting on the steps on the front of the house, i dialed. He quickly answered and I tried not to sound choked or anything because i felt really sad, "hey, i'm done...can you pick me up now?" "oh..uh ok i'll be there in 5 minutes." "alright i'll be in front." 5 minutes sounded too long for me. While sitting for a while, you'd never guess who i see going out to the porch next to the steps holding hands. Yeah, Daniel the stud and that 8th grade chick. They thought no one was around. I moved a bit and cleared my throat because i still felt that choked up feeling. "Gwendolyn...what are you doing here??" trying to act like what he's doing isn't some scam. "oh, i'm gonna leave." "aw, lame-o k well ill see you around then." so he moved to a corner with her behind the other steps. She giggled at like everything he said. I couldn't make-out what they were talking about but it seems funny i guess. What a terrible flirt. I could do that in my sleep. My dad shows up and i quickly go down looking back up at the house in the last step thinking why did i go here anyways? I went in the car and looked out the window because it seems my eyes are too watery. "so...how was it?" i took a pause to make sure my voice wouldnt come out crooked. "ok..it was...ok." "had fun?" "yeah somewhat." "oh good. because you called me a little early, it's only been 2 hours." "really? felt longer. well...it kinda bothered me." "oh why..." "they were giving out beer.." "what?" "well, not giving it out, but sneaking it around." "ohh...." im pretty sure he's been through it as well. "i didn't even drink any, anyways. they told me its like dirty water so i was like 'thats pretty gross' and she was like 'yeah dont try it' so yeah...didn't try" "that's good." he believes me, i'm usually a straight edge kinda person anyways. We went to go gas up and maria calls. My dad's filling up the gas and im inside where you cant hear anything. She sounds like she's in a rush or something. "hey, where are you??" "oh, goin home." "what?? oh lemme text you cuz it's too loud." it wasn't loud at all..i heard no background. after a couple seconds a text comes up that destroyed me.
